why i do what i do

As part of my course, I have to continually asses my work. I have to keep a 'reflective learning journal', which is an ePortfolio of my professional training. This seems like very dull, laborious work. However, it will allow me, in four years time, to look back and follow my studies through the course and see progression and how experience has changed how I think and work.

As I started this tonight I was reminded of the questions that we are to pose to ourselves, 'why?'. I have been instructed when relfecting, to ask myself 'why did I do what I did?' seven times, and only then will I have a truly accurate answer.

This evening, this led my to question why I am study here at Queen Margaret Univesity.

Why am I studying Drama and Performance?

I want to study Drama and Performance in order to develop my own abilities and skills as a performer, as well as developing a strong understanding of the theory of Drama.

Why?

Because I love drama, I love going to the theatre and watching theatre. I love being part of the process of making theatre, both as an actor, technician and audience member. I want to develop my skills in order to persue a careers in the arts, whether as a performer, or as a teacher.

Why?

Because I believe that God has gifted me with skills in the field of drama and performance, and because I want to use my gifs to serve him.

Why?

Because I want to serve my Lord and my God, by using the gifts that he has given me.

Why?

Because I believe that God has handed over His most precious Son, Jesus, to Death on a cross, in my place, and because of this amazing love I can have a relationship with my creator God. And because of this I want to use my gifs for Him, as an act of service towards my God.

Why?

Because I believe that God wants me to use my gifts to share the amazing message of Jesus. To bring many people into and knowledge and love of the Lord, by the power of the Holy Spirit working in my life.

Why?

Because if God has been able to work such a transformation in my life, through Jesus, why would I want to keep that to myself? Surely everybody needs to hear that amazing message, and believe it for themselves.


So, from those 7 'whys' I get from wanting to study something I love, to serving God and sharing the message of His redeeming love. Go on.. try it for yourself!